I have to take the pet to the vet today. I am actually feeling two tumors instead of one, which makes me a little concerned. Does two tumors mean cancer is more likely? Perhaps...I will know after today. I am hoping for the best, but if things do turn out the wrong way, I will move on. Losing two of them so close together would be difficult, but perhaps in a way, it would be easier. I can lump the grief together instead of getting over it, forgetting their mortality, and then facing it again.
I have been experiencing perpetual fatigue since Thursday. Yesterday I felt pretty good, so I thought perhaps whatever bug I faced all weekend was gone, but today I am feeling off again. Perhaps I am merely dealing with anxiety because of the vet visit today. I know I have been getting enough sleep, especially with Daylight Savings Time ending. At the beginning of the year, I plan on getting to the doctor and being checked for hyperthyroidism. I doubt I have it, but I have been tired, anxious, hungry, and losing weight lately, and thyroid problems do run in my family. It wouldn't hurt me to at least have it checked out. I do hate going to the doctor, though.
I have laundry to fold today. The living room could also stand to be picked up. I might hold off on that, though. I can fold the laundry when I get home this afternoon, and then perhaps I will take a nap. I wish I knew what was wrong with me.
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I feel for you. I have been SO sick this past year off and on. Just cold like symptoms. Mostly blaming my allergies, as after leaving the city to return to the burbs there is more nature. It is very discouraging to feel ill all the time and many times u feel u are letting others down, at least I do and I don't know why I feel that way. Must be the puritan in me. Hope u feel better.
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